some times i feel like everything i do is a lie, im sure im not the only person who feels like that from time to time, im sick of holding up the world for others and not getting anything in return..
i smile and make like im happy when all the time i want to scream fuck off at the top of my lungs.
the point is that i don't..maybe i should, maybe i would feel better in someway..
mistakes are easily made in life, we are all human and somewhat indifferent only held together  by nevus and skin.
and at the end of the day that is all we really are...HUMAN..

lately i take long walks and reflect.. on what? everything my life, the life's of others, ones i have wronged and how everything might make some kind of since to me some day..im wondering when that some day will be..

i smile less, than i use to.....i don't like that...
a dream is not just a dream if you have it more than twice...

good friends come around once and a while..holding on to them if key..when you lose sight of that, i think you also lose sight of your self...thus where i am..
it doesn't take a smart person to see the forest for the tress, you only need eyes..

well today is a new dawn lets see where it takes me..
Kate and i are going to chill for the after noon and than tonight im going out for a while with Janny Jan Jan..
photo of the day

so i went on a date to night and it was nothing short of amazing! Angels and Demons is an amazing movie, and dinner was soooo nice...i was truly happy for 7 hours =)

maybe life isnt so bad